I am blessed to have these friends. I was not emo-ing the whole day lah.

Thanks for sacrificing your sleep and time and night calls. It did mean a lot to me.

I was sobered at the end by a realization of what is probably my biggest flaw; that despite my best intentions, I still bumble around the world with all the subtlety of an atomic bomb. I’m sorry for causing you hours of unfounded anxiety. I am an idiot.

So I woke up late today and stared at all my shortcomings in the mirror. I pray that God will do the impossible, and somehow mould that unworthy creature into someone more like Christ.